zigzag, zigzag... I can’t go straight because the current is changing, the waves are strange, or even extremely strange... because there’s a storm, no wind and other yachts...
I can’t remember a worse night than yesterday.
setting sail from Panama is not a task for those who are afraid of storms... that is me :)
it went beyond my all my great expectations, even the boldest ones... and not-expectations as well... 
there are so many clouds, thunders seem to be endless as if someone had taken a fixed shot of a thunder. the sky lighted up every few seconds... I was trying to get away from it but there is nowhere to hide... it all was just around me. in the morning, the wind blew off and there was a genuine storm with rain and changing winds... 
Benjamin Franklin invented the lightning conductor, did you know it? It was nice of him. I didn’t know about it either. 
I awarded myself huge avocado and some other fruit. They have really beautiful fruit in Panama. I have never seen such small papayas. small like a palm, yummy!
my fingers have many small cuts, they hurt and sting because of salt water...  such tiny injuries are the worst ones... somehow they’re all over my body and they aren’t closing up...